Dans ma vie, de quoi suis-je le plus fière?

  1. Mes 4 ans de thérapie
  2. Avoir changé de job quand « assez c’est assez »
  3. Avoir parlé avec ma mère l’automne passé
  4. Avoir un blog professionnel lu par plein de gens
  5. Être assez équilibrée pour avoir une relation stable et équilibrée aussi
  6. Être enceinte et ne pas freaker
  7. Avoir vendu des toiles

Freaky proud

You know what happens when you force yourself to think positive ? It just happens.

Some of you might remember my posts about not losing weight a few months back. I still haven’t and I was focusing on that while I was in the gym. I was doing crunches with a 15 lbs weight. I was acknowledging that I knew what I was doing wrong about what I ate and I had to man up.

Then I realized that maybe I didn’t lose weight that much but I am now using weights Ididn’t use a year ago. A while ago, I had two women in the toning classes I took that used 12 lbs while all the others used 5 lbs or 8 lbs and I found that freaky. Now, 12.5 lbs is the equivalent of 5 pounders to me ! I also use machines I had never touched and I go to the « big gym », the one with the muscle men. I can do moves I couldn,t do a few months back.

It made me really proud to realize all this. I still haven’t lost the weight I wanted to lose but I’m in better shape and stronger.