I received an email from B. saying that his kid made him too busy to meet women and have relationships. Oh well, it confirmed that « He’s just not that into me ».
Oh and could I give the CDs he lent me to a friend I work with. It made me nervous thinking what I would say when I meet him, and finally he sent an email.
He told me Sunday that he is in the habit of changing his mind so after he told me he would come by work, but I doubted he would come.
I am relieved that it’s over. I wasn’t interested anymore but reading his email still zinged. I felt in my chest the pain of not being wanted, rejected. But it’s okay, after a few moments it went away. And now I’m fine.